I first published this web site five years ago, in early 2003.

Originally, the conone web site was supposed to have a two year life span, like my first web site, julian.org from 1996.

Yet after two years went by, I decided to keep it up, and add a little more to it. Now, a lot of the articles are very old and from my perspective, not really worth editing. So it has been over five years this web site has been up now. I don't really feel a lot of this reflects where I am at now and feel the time has come to make space for new communications.

Yet, the proclamation which I wrote, I believe has been put out and that was really the original reason for this web site, to proclaim an understanding of an evolutionary catalysation.

A lot of the other writings, those which are more personal and involve other people, represent very old water under the bridge and are very definitely not as relevant now.

When I wrote this material, I knew that most people would not really "get it", and there have been few signs that many do at all!

As to the nature of the content of that proclamation, it is not something I could refute or say it was not so. Time has not really changed anything for me in this regard. Maybe this understanding has been the most vivid and coherent thing in my life...

In fact, over the last five years, the nature of "all this" has been clarified in my own understanding. Yet, I do not want continue to propose a story that is to occur in the future, as that is prophet box terrirory and I would rather really just put out and communicate what is in the now.

Everything I do really, is related to enganging to state of unfoldment which actualises human potential and fulfils an evolutionary template which informs us with a primary human language, something much deeper than ordinary language - an innate way of beingness, communion and communication which appears to me as the only real possibility of the species.

So, I have not married and had kids! But this decision to seal this phase of communication, has come after a visit from the Goddess Isis in Egypt, who appeared before me and shot a beam of golden light into my third eye(!!!)

That experience represented a new type of input and therefore represents the necessity of a new form of output from me.

For some years I have been working on creating music. But never really sat down to do it and so soon, I am going to focus most of my creative efforts into making new forms of music.

But also, I have been writing in quite concrete and immediate ways which I have felt more and more fulfilling... so perhaps watch this space to see what I come up with in the next year or so.

Also, my recent travel blog from the middle east is available to read here.

http://travelsandtortes.blogspot.com

all the bestest,

Julian.